New Blog Title

This is not words of my own, but of Big Bang.

The new title of my blog (replacing "You'd Better Work Bitch!") is from a Big Bang Song Called Stylish...

I didn't rip it off of anyone else's blog, like I had happen to me...Enjoy it you Amkae!

So this is the reason behind the new blog title.

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You also have visible controls to turn the volume up, down or even off if you wish to do so.

I make these available to every visitor, so they are in control of weather they listen to music or not.
I'm a music freak & enjoy listening as well as giving others the gift of music to share.

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Sunday, July 8, 2018

Korean Dreams


Outfit:KOREAN DRESS / HANBOK / #7 DRESS & ALPHA KOREAN HAT
Shoes:The shoes are from the KOREAN DRESS / HANBOK / #5 DRESS & ALPHA KOREAN SHOES
Jewelry: My Wedding Ring, *elise* - Jewelry - Margherita BENTO, {Xuxu} Syub Earrings & ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears (with Piercings & Tattoos)
Tattoo:  Personal Tattoo Not for sale (there is a variation of it that will be for sale in the new build) Too Fast Too Live Too Young To Die (Kwon Jiyong Tag).
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body (with bento hands & Maitreya Classic non-bento hands)
Shape: Created By me exclusively for me, not for resell (sorry Ive been asked and nope not selling my look).
Skin: None visible due to mesh body and mesh bento head.
Skin Tone: Glam Affair - Because u are Glam <3 (GIFT)
Makeup: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka Makeup HUD used only
Head: LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 2.7
Eyes: Came with Lelutka Mesh Bento Simone Head
Hair: TRUTH Bloom - Fatpack


Sexy Asian Nights



Outfit:!Rebel Hope - Grace Lace Mesh Lingerie - Snow White
Shoes:* Vanilla Bae * Kaya OTK Boots - 3 Colors Latex 
Jewelry: My Wedding Ring, *elise* - Jewelry - Margherita BENTO, {Xuxu} Syub Earrings, MG - Necklace - Savannah Heart key - The Complete Collection & ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears (with Piercings & Tattoos)
Tattoo:  Personal Tattoo Not for sale (there is a variation of it that will be for sale in the new build) Too Fast Too Live Too Young To Die (Kwon Jiyong Tag).
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body (with bento hands & Maitreya Classic non-bento hands)
Shape: Created By me exclusively for me, not for resell (sorry Ive been asked and nope not selling my look).
Skin: None visible due to mesh body and mesh bento head.
Skin Tone: Glam Affair - Because u are Glam <3 (GIFT)
Makeup: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka Makeup HUD used only
Head: LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 2.7
Eyes: Came with Lelutka Mesh Bento Simone Head
Hair: Moon. Hair // - Blondes - Buffy



Enjoying An Asian Sunset

Outfit:KOREAN DRESS / HANBOK / #5 DRESS & ALPHA KOREAN SHOES
Shoes:Part Of The Gacha Item
Jewelry: My Wedding Ring, *elise* - Jewelry - Margherita BENTO, {Xuxu} Syub Earrings & ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears (with Piercings & Tattoos)
Tattoo:  Personal Tattoo Not for sale (there is a variation of it that will be for sale in the new build) Too Fast Too Live Too Young To Die (Kwon Jiyong Tag).
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body (with bento hands & Maitreya Classic non-bento hands)
Shape: Created By me exclusively for me, not for resell (sorry Ive been asked and nope not selling my look).
Skin: None visible due to mesh body and mesh bento head.
Skin Tone: Glam Affair - Because u are Glam <3 (GIFT)
Makeup: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka Makeup HUD used only
Head: LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 2.7
Eyes: Came with Lelutka Mesh Bento Simone Head
Hair: TRUTH Bloom - Fatpack


Sushi Anyone? Come Join Us For Dinner!

Outfit: KOREAN DRESS / HANBOK / #3 DRESS & ALPHA KOREAN HAT
Shoes: DAMI HANBOK GACHA -shoes*5 (which will be featured in another blog in relation to this one)
Jewelry: My Wedding Ring, *elise* - Jewelry - Margherita BENTO, {Xuxu} Syub Earrings & ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears (with Piercings & Tattoos)
Tattoo:  Personal Tattoo Not for sale (there is a variation of it that will be for sale in the new build) Too Fast Too Live Too Young To Die (Kwon Jiyong Tag).
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body (with bento hands & Maitreya Classic non-bento hands)
Shape: Created By me exclusively for me, not for resell (sorry Ive been asked and nope not selling my look).
Skin: None visible due to mesh body and mesh bento head.
Skin Tone: Glam Affair - Because u are Glam <3 (GIFT)
Makeup: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka Makeup HUD used only
Head: LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 2.7
Eyes: Came with Lelutka Mesh Bento Simone Head
Hair: Moon. Hair // - Blondes - Buffy



Winters Never Been So Hot

 Outfit: Razor/// Tether Outfit - Winter
Shoes: [Gos] Boutique - Shania - Collection (fatpack)
Jewelry: My Wedding Ring, *elise* - Jewelry - Margherita BENTO, {Xuxu} Syub Earrings, MG - Necklace - Savannah Heart key - The Complete Collection & ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears (with Piercings & Tattoos)
Tattoo:  Personal Tattoo Not for sale (there is a variation of it that will be for sale in the new build) Too Fast Too Live Too Young To Die (Kwon Jiyong Tag).
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body (with bento hands & Maitreya Classic non-bento hands)
Shape: Created By me exclusively for me, not for resell (sorry Ive been asked and nope not selling my look).
Skin: None visible due to mesh body and mesh bento head.
Skin Tone: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka
Makeup: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka (From the Makeup HUD)
Head: LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 2.7
Eyes: Came with Lelutka Mesh Bento Simone Head
Hair: TRUTH Bloom - Fatpack


Feisty Fire In Red

Outfit:SEUL - Nylon Shell Top & Skirt - Red (Each sold individually, not as a set.
Shoes: [Gos] Boutique - Shania - Collection (fatpack)
Jewelry: My Wedding Ring, *elise* - Jewelry - Margherita BENTO, {Xuxu} Syub Earrings, MG - Necklace - Savannah Heart key - The Complete Collection & ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears (with Piercings & Tattoos)
Tattoo:  Personal Tattoo Not for sale (there is a variation of it that will be for sale in the new build) Too Fast Too Live Too Young To Die (Kwon Jiyong Tag).
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body (with bento hands & Maitreya Classic non-bento hands)
Shape: Created By me exclusively for me, not for resell (sorry Ive been asked and nope not selling my look).
Skin: None visible due to mesh body and mesh bento head.
Skin Tone: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka
Makeup: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka (From the Makeup HUD)
Head: LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 2.7
Eyes: Came with Lelutka Mesh Bento Simone Head
Hair: TRUTH Bloom - Fatpack


Oh That Sexy Boho Style

Outfit:Blueberry - Calliope - Skirt & Belt - Leather Pack & Addams // Isabella Boho Shirt // FATPACK (these where the Blueberry & Addams Colaboration that came out a short time back)
Shoes: [RHUDE] Traci Fatpack
Jewelry: My Wedding Ring, *elise* - Jewelry - Margherita BENTO, {Xuxu} Syub Earrings, MG - Necklace - Savannah Heart key - The Complete Collection & ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears (with Piercings & Tattoos)
Tattoo:  Personal Tattoo Not for sale (there is a variation of it that will be for sale in the new build) Too Fast Too Live Too Young To Die (Kwon Jiyong Tag).
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body (with bento hands & Maitreya Classic non-bento hands)
Shape: Created By me exclusively for me, not for resell (sorry Ive been asked and nope I'm still not selling my look).
Skin: None visible due to mesh body and mesh bento head.
Skin Tone: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka
Makeup: Egozy.Jelena (Golden)Lelutka (From the Makeup HUD)
Head: LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 2.7
Eyes: Came with Lelutka Mesh Bento Simone Head
Hair: TRUTH Bloom - Fatpack



Monday, July 2, 2018

Dragon Head....

It's been a while since I've posted anything new and I have checked my sponsor groups and found nothing but I wanted to hop back into the pool and test out the water so what I did was chose an outfit that I got not long ago (well maybe a month or two, lol with RL I have kind of forgotten really but I know its been within the past 2 months) and my new Lamborghini Aventador Dragon Edition that I just picked up last night. I also featured my Speed Boat I got a couple of years ago and still love it. You will see the house in the backdrop of the boat photo and you will see part of my landscaping in the Lamborghini Aventador Dragon Edition photo. I will possibly be redoing my blog background but I don't know how soon it just depends on how busy I am being kept in the real world and of course the weather. So lets get to this shall we? Lets....
This is the boat photo with the house in the background.

This is the Lamborghini Aventador Dragon Edition Photo

First of all, I have to say that this Lamborghini Aventador Dragon Edition is a badass car and the best looking that I have found thus far in Secondlife. Sure Ive seen them look good but the doors open like a basic car door and not upwards like a true Lamborghini. I'll show features of this Lamborghini Aventador Dragon Edition but they will be raw shots simply because it's details that I want to share that makes it an Lamborghini Aventador Dragon Edition.....


Blog Contents:
Outfit: Blueberry - Calliope - Skirt & Belt - Leather Pack & Addams // Isabella Boho Shirt // FATPACK (Colaboration Items between Blueberry & Addams)
Shoes: [RHUDE] Traci Fatpack bagged
Jewelry: Wedding Rings, {Xuxu} Syub Earrings, Cae :: Always :: Necklace [bagged], *elise* - Jewelry - Margherita BENTO
Tattoo:  .:BD:. G-Dragon - Too Fast Too Live, Too Young To Die Tattoo (Not Available For Classic Avatars, Mesh Bodies Compadable With Omega System Only)
Nail Polish: .::Cosmic::. Flower Road Nail Applier (No toenail Applier)
Body: Maitreya Lara Mesh Body (with bento hands & Maitreya Classic non-bento hands)
Shape: Created By me exclusively for me, not for resell (sorry Ive been asked and nope not selling my look).
Skin: None visible due to mesh body and mesh bento head.
Skin Tone: Glam Affair Caribean
Makeup: [MLC] Black Cat Wings Eyeshadow  & Liner Omega Applier & [MLC] Red Lip Stick - Omega Applier (Not Available For Classic Avatars, Mesh Heads Omega Compadable)
Head: LeLutka Bento Head-SIMONE 2.7
Eyes: Came with Lelutka Mesh Bento Simone Head
Hair: Wasabi // Allegra Mesh Hair - FLF Exclusive pack (No longer Available)
Other: .:BD:. is Black Dragon and [MLC] is Mera Luna Couture Items Can Be Found Herein the Slurl: http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Chat/63/103/3001

Club Black Dragon Is Located Here Also, It's A K-Pop, J-Pop Club. It's A New Club And Is Hiring All Staff From GM, Assistant GM, Shift Managers, Experienced DJ's And Hosts. DJ's Must Have Own Stream, Must Have Premium Avatar, 30+ Days Old Or Can Prove You Have An Established Alt. 100% Tips No Club Cuts. Children Are Welcome To Play And Work Here! No Adult Behavior (Cursing Is Allowed), No Escorting! Applications Are Available At The Entrance Of The Club And In The Club Information And Shop Area.

The Additional Photos Posted Below Will Not Be On Flicker, They Are Raw Shots Taken From My Sim by Me.
Lamborghini Aventador Dragon Edition Photo - Additional Photos
The Lamborghini Aventador Dragon Edition is from Haru Motors a Japanese Creator






And now for around my home in Secondlife....My Zen, My Peace...My Paradise.


















Sunday, May 13, 2018

Blogging

Due to many changes in my real life, all of which are amazing, wonderful and energizing I will still be coming into SecondLife, HOWEVER as you notice now I am gone around 5 days at a time.

I still maintain my land, the club is still there, looking for all staff including a Manager, there is no GM as I do have that mapped for someone if she wants it if not I have someone that I will announce that you can message that will be able to contact me if I am needed so don't worry all bases are covered.

The stores are still open inwolrd and on the marketplace (things are cheaper inwolrd since we don't pay a commission to use our own paid for land so please keep this in mind when purchasing from Black Dragon and Mera Luna Couture).

Now, that I've covered person business basis Ill cover the blogging basis. I will keep the ones listed on this blog for obvious reasons (the fact they are my oldest and pretty much ingrained within my person.

These are split up between both VioletCrush Bravin & VioletCrush Resident).
I will attempt to get this all caught up on the weekends.

As I had mentioned within my previous blog about some medical issues that I was having.

I have Sciatica, what is Sciatica you ask? Well, this should explain the basics.
 https://www.theadvancedspinecenter.com/conditions/sciatica/
This is something that will never go away.

Along with Sciatica I have Degenerative Disc Disease.

What is Degenerative Disc Disease you ask? This should explain it too.
https://www.spine-health.com/conditions/degenerative-disc-disease/what-degenerative-disc-disease
This can be treated but I was told by my Doctor that I will never get rid of it.

Another problem that I have is with a Disc in my back that is not correctable without some pretty intense surgery and well I am not a fan of it or the pros and cons of the surgery so my Doctor and I have discussed it and he is OK with my decisions that I will NOT allow anyone to preform surgery on my back.

The issue is a Disc that is suppose to be aligned correctly and mine is not, mine sits in the only way that I can describe to you as / of course it isn't exactly in that position but it is crooked upwards verses the normal position that it should be.

One of the biggest issues that I have for the reasons for not allowing surgery is mobility and the possibility of being paralyzed from the waist down.

If they do the fusion I could lost about 60% of my fluid motion range in my back where I can't move like a person that has not had any type of spine surgery....

You know the full range of movement and all the crazy fun shit you can do with it? Thats the one....I'm not ready to lose that yet.

The fact that I could lose about 60% of my fluid body movement or risk having the surgery and coming out in a worse condition than I went in with...Being Paralyzed....I'm not ready for that shit yet either.

The Disc Alignment issue is caused from working in factories on concrete for several years along side with my abusive exhusband with the physical abuse.

Basically in the end with heredity we have Spinal Stenosis that runs in our family.

Ok, so now your thinking what in the hell is Spinal Stenosis?! This is what it is....
https://www.spine-health.com/conditions/spinal-stenosis/what-spinal-stenosis
This will eventually cripple you and put you in a wheel chair for the remainder of your life.

I'm enrolled in a physical wellness program to help me with these issues to help keep them at bay or to prolong them from taking hold for as long as I possibly can.

This is under doctor supervision and consulting. We are also discussing PT (Physical Therapy) to reduce prescription drugs to combat the pain.

My back aches all of the time, I'm use to it by (this has progressively been ongoing since 2003) now that when it does take a spell then I'm aware that I have back issues and they are not quiet they are rather loud and obnoxious when they come knocking to fuck with your life.

So, since I relocated last July I decided that life is far too short to not live and to be on Secondlife all of the time.

I use to live for secondlife, for basically 10 years....From 2008 to 2017.

2018 was where I took my life back and now verses visiting the real world I live in the real world and for reality, however I do enjoy visiting Secondlife when I do have time.

Sometimes I start out with time to do so but by the time I've logged in someones either calling me or coming 'round and we take off to enjoy life.

Where I am now I am simply in love with....The Culture, The People, The Sights, The Shows On TV, The Music, The Clubs, The City And omo The Food!

I love the food, I have always been a little adventurous with some foods but set me in front of any type of Asian food and I will try as much as I can eat (which if you go to a buffet I'm lucky to snarf down one plate, but I give it my all).

Now, your thinking wtf where did this goofy bitch move too?

Well....The answer to this question is going to be a basic minimalistic answer.....

Answer: Somewhere between, around or in....Japan, China, South Korea, Vietnam or Thailand.

Now your thinking....Bitch what the hell kind of answer is that....I know nothing more than I started knowing.

Well, the reason for this is simple....My real life is not anyones business unless I choose to include you in my life and I promise there are a few that know but they are also people I talk to frequently and have for the past 10 years, if you haven't known me for the past 10 years and your in that loop that means I trust you to respect my wishes of uttering Mums the word to anyone that isn't in my circle of chatterly happily Posse on my real Facebook and Cellphone crazies.

My real life take back has been the best decision that I ever made.

Real Life is actually stimulating, new friends, new surrounds, new things to learn and well lets face it the guys are pretty damn cute too and their personalities, omo!

I love when guys can be Playful, Fun, Aegyo, Kawaii, Loving, Cuddly and they want to impress you, that is something I eat up because it seems that anyone I've met previously between Real Life, Chatroom days and Secondlife they expect you to impress them....

I'm not a fucking bird doing a mating ritual waiting to see if the other bird finds my mating ritual dance the most impressive one that he's (usually she but I'm female so yeah, you get the picture) seen thus far and now he wants me!

I have yet to experience dishonesty from any of the people that I've met including men, which let me tell you is impressive AF.

It could also have something to do with the fact I'm American living in their world or just the simple fact that honesty means something here.

Anyways I have blabbed onward for some time I need to get back to the real world and get ready to go out tonight with friends and a really adorable guy so I'll close here now that you have been updated on the medical situation and all of the real world stimulation that I am loving.

June 1st will be when I will start the new ritual of blogging, in the mean time I will love in next weekend May 24th - 27th to try to get everything caught up from the absence Ive had due to the damn Sciatica bullshit.

I was going to try to do some during the week but the weather looks pretty wet for us this week.

Oh yes....I did remove the lol font so the text couldn't be searched because well like I said if I want you to know where I am then I will personally tell you.

                                           This weeks weather forecast


Anyways I must go, I'm being called, someone is at my door...I am sure they're like Gurl wtf you aren't ready yet! Get a move on. It's OK they will be fine hehe.

P.S
So I will do what I can this week weather permitting but will officially start June 1st on the weekends...Will keep updated!

OK, Kisses
Byeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssss!

Sunday, April 15, 2018

Blog Sponsors...

If you come onto my blog to see if I have blogged any of your items and you don't see you Sponsor (store logo) Credit on what would be my right side  panel with all of the other designer tags then I have left your bloggers group...But why you are now wondering.

Well that is a simple answer....However there are actually 2 reasons.
This goes for Designers that havent seen me post anything for a little while.
1. Reason why I've not posted....I've not posted anyones blogs not even my own for a little bit of time and the reason for this is I am having some strange things happening to me and I am scheduled for tests. I can't sit, lay or even stand for more than a few minutes at a time and even then the time I am sitting, laying or standing is even more so limited than a few minutes. At this point I started this at 8 PM and it is now 5AM, its taken me 9 hours just to write this due to extreme pain. So, this is what is happening now. I seen my physician Friday and he has changed my medication to me being doped up to the high heavens and has me scheduled for several tests between this coming Monday through May 14th. I will be in SL briefly but my avatar will remain online unless the sim goes down, Seasonal weather preventing me logging in or I crash which either or and even all of the above have happened but when I am around I will log back on. IN any case I can't stress this enough, 
PLEASE SEND ME NOTECARDS ONLINE AND OFFLINE!!

2. Reason why I've not posted. I've not seen any releases within 6 months from your brand. Which leads me to think you have closed up shop. Especially if I check your last online status and you were on a day ago or just a few hours prior to me visiting my system and my SL.

So, there is no bad blood its just that my RL health needs addressed and I think it is far more important than secondlife at this moment. It's nothing for any other reason other than my health. I have no idea if the disc in my back has split from the location its suppose to be into or if it is pinching a nerve causing my leg to be so numb. And hurt...OMG! You have no idea! I am in hopes we will get this thing sorted out and he can find the best point  of control or Physical Therapy to get this to go far away. I'm over it and have been since day 2 of this. This has been ongoing for the past 2 months now...I was unable to get into my DR due to his patient roster being full but when I was scheduled on Friday I would have found a way to that appointment come hell or high waters! So now it begins as does the waiting game until we have a proper diagnostics. Needless to say...Once we have the problem located and me doing the proper therapy for my back  and I'm able to sit for more than 5 minutes or less I WILL be doing all that I can to catch up and get the designers that are still are residing on the right side of my blog and I will post these blogs, please just have patience with me at this point.


I NEVER go to the Doctor unless I really have no real choice like extreme pain (like I'm having presently). When I go to the Hospital or the Doctors you know there is something wrong with me and I'm normally as healthy as an oxen.


Ok, I am going to go to sleep now, IM fighting it off  right now as I'm trying to write this and the closing.

So, I ask that you keep me in your thoughts, prayers and Blessings for a speedy recovery.
And this is where I am ending it now before I pickup second Wind.
If it's daytime for you, Good Morning and if it is night for you, Good Night!
Thank You!
               Peaceeeeee!                

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

I heart these nails. They were Feb Group Gift From Pink Ice Boutique

I'm not doing any editing on this photo....Why? Well, to be honest I want you to see the true nail applier in its natural color choices verses what an edited and heavily modified photo would do to the color as far as changing it to a lesser or greater color that isn't related to the correct color or design. So, here is the raw shot of the photo


Darling Valentines Day Designs!
Feb Group Gift
PINK ICE TGL FEB GIFT NAILS (Maitreya & Omega Hud)

Again no editing because I wanted you to see the raw shot for the true color and design to not be softened, color changed or made to look differently than what you get when you pick something up.


5 Rich nail colors for Maitreya & Omega From Pink Ice

I'm not doing any editing on this photo....Why? Well, to be honest I want you to see the true nail applier in its natural color choices verses what an edited and heavily modified photo would do to the color as far as changing it to a lesser or greater color that isn't related to the correct color or design. So, here is the raw shot of the photo




I wanted you to see the true Purple, Red, Light Blue, Pink and Dark Blue.
PI TGL FISHNET NAILS GIFT
PI FISH NET NAILS GIFT  (Maitreya & Omega Huds)