Waiting.....

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I do RAW shots without editing when showcasing an item or using an amazing background I've purchased or created myself for a blog set and these need to be seen in TRUE LIGHT. The only editing are the lighting, and the environment that was laid out for the scene. This photo is untouched by a photo editing program! 

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This is just a random blog with real truth and feeling centered around my Real Life.

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That moment when it hit's you that you are in love and have been all along, yet for some unknown reason you felt it, seen it, thought it but never recognized the fact that it wasn't a dream.

Thing's feel out of control, yet balance is present.

Your heart beat's faster as he approaches you, you long for his touch, the smell of his skin and the taste of his lips.

Everything and nothing make sense.

Your world feel's like it is completely upside down and yet some how feels right.

The darkness becomes light.

They way he feels, the way he touches you, they way he smells.... Everything about him makes your heart soar into a pleasurable flight.

The weightless feeling of walking on air.

The pleasure and the pain all make sense and become one.

You can't go on without him, you need him just as he needs you. 

The burning urge that takes over and becomes animal when the two of you are together in each other's arms.

The want, need, lust and the desire all become one.....

Not for an hour, minute or second but forever as one.

Love is mysterious, it is happiness, it is painful, it makes sense and is confusing all at once.

When your heart and his heart syncopate together in an off beat rhythm, yet somehow seem to be in sync with one another emotionally....It's true, you are in love.

.....And when he is gone you miss everything about him.

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A Girl And Her Toys

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Annyeonghaseyo! 

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So, a girl can have a car collection just like the guys can. Guys always said that women were fast so why not validate that in a more positive way? 

I love my husband and I love MY car collection too...But I have to say it's nice to slide into a sexy machine but so much more warm when your husband wraps his loving arms around you embracing you....Sexy cars can't do that!

TETRA - Open Back Jacket (Red)

.:villena:. - Tearaway Pant - Red

REIGN.- COLETTE HEELS - FATPACK

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings

TRUTH Bloom - Fatpack

Belleza Isis Bento Body

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Girl In Bloom

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Yet another look I loved but still was not satisfied but I felt spring like and so full of life and just bursting with color!

Caverna Obscura - Odilia Gown

baii maii 230 Cover me up 

Caverna Obscura - Daisies Wreath

REIGN.- BLOOMIN' WEDGES- FATPACK

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings

Cae :: Karima :: Necklace [Full Set]

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80's Vibing

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Annyeonghaseyo! 

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Today was one of them days.... You know the one, when you have everything and everything to wear in your closet but absolutely nothing to wear! 

I loved the outfit, I loved the over all look but I was just not fully satisfied and changed yet again....

D-Style - Thea Loose Shirt w.HUD (No Longer Available)

.:villena:. - Superskinny Jeans - Light Blue

N-core KATE Leather "Fatpack"

(Yummy) Art Deco Rings

white river co. - Daytripper Winter Hair (Essentials)

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Enchanted Evening With Zeke

Ciao! 

Annyeonghaseyo! 

Konnichiwa! 

Hello!

NOTICE:

No, editing and I didn't use LUMIPro, you DON'T NEED IT. Save yourself almost $7000L!!

This is done within the Firestorm Viewer, Singularity Viewer & Secondlife Viewers.

The use of GOOD face & Body Lights and  Environment Lights along with GOOD lighting projectors. 

You can choose your own background, I'm actually using a Photo Booth from FOXCITY.

This Beautiful Night Needs No Words.

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A Special Dinner

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Annyeonghaseyo! 

Konnichiwa! 

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After this past week that Zeke and I had it's nice to be able to relax now.

As most of the people I've conversed with and notified via Blogotex, Group, Notecard or IM know, Zeke and I had to fly home (to Illinois) this past Tuesday as a long running friend of our family passed away (this family and my family have ties to one another for well over 46 years). So we got the call Monday night that she had passed and the funeral would be the first Tuesday after Easter. So Zeke got online made arrangements for us to fly round trip from home back to the state we originally met in many years ago. This has been the longest week of my life. We had people on the same flight as us coming back home for this. There was a total of 8 of us coming in from Florida. Zeke and I from Lakeland and 4 from Jacksonville. We all met early about an hour prior to our take off time so we could talk and just spend a little time of peace together because we know going back home was going to be one hell of an emotional struggle and an all out rollercoaster. Zeke and I really didn't understand the magnitude of that until we got back home and the next day arrived. We spent Easter with my family and had a day to somewhat get situated and we managed to spend that day together without alot of commotion. Tuesday arrived and so did the crazy. We arrived at the funeral home at 10 AM (just a little before). We went inside and was met with hordes of people. Some I knew, some Zeke knew and others we had no idea who they were. It was a packed house. We talked with the family, cried, laughed and cried some more but most importantly we were together in a time of heartache and deep sadness. The thing people take for granted and lose sight of it what is usually right in front of you before your very own eyes and we forget just how fragile life really is. The woman that passed away wasn't all that old, she was in her mid 60's. She had, had some medical issues with her stomach that didn't seem too serious but we think it was what she told no one that was the culprit. She loved her kids, family and friends and we think she thought if she just didn't think about it she would be victorious and it would just vanish but as the time went more problems came about. In the end we think she was afraid and that her belief this would all just vanish and go away failed her as it didn't go away but progressed further. We feel like Cancer got her as it has most of her family as it is. Even her 45 year old daughter has dealt with Cervical Cancer and Breast Cancer losing either one or both of her breasts (I just don't remember, too many years back). Her own mother passed due to Cancer so we feel it is what took her. Now, her children and her husband may know what claimed her life but its kept quiet amongst the rest of the family. Some of the members of this family are older and some things are kept quiet as its taboo to discuss something so personal and private as Cancer. It's not something some family members wish to discuss publicly as it's been a silent killer within their lives long before it's voice was developed. While some agree and others wont, regardless of thought or opinion respect is demanded as it IS the choice of the family over your need to know and understand. While at this visitation and funeral services I never dreamed that I'd be at a funeral from 10 Am to 5 PM. There was a Visitation from 10 AM till 2 PM then graveside services till 2:30 or about and then from we'll say 3 PM (arrival) at a church in another town for fellowship and dinner. We didn't eat, there was so many people there and we feared family not getting fed so we chose to snack on some dessert items as there was an over abundance of and then when we left at 5 PM we arrived at our hotel we cleaned up and changed again from our formal attire to something more casual then went and ate Chinese at one of the local Chinese Houses with a buffet. By the time we finally returned to our hotel for the night its was after 9:00 PM. And we were to meet with the family the next day for a get together as some of the people that flew in with us was returning to Jacksonville Florida on Thursday. So we went to bed early as we were super exhausted. Woke up went to one of the highly popular pizza places and ate there and spent a couple of hours there. As we went out to our cars we hugged the ones leaving for Michigan and Florida in the morning and cried and laughed and cried some more. My mom feared that Zeke and I was leaving in the morning also so we assured her that was wasn't leaving until Friday Morning at 10 AM to fly back home. I don't mind the get togethers but not everyone can afford to fly back to Illinois like we can. Friday morning we left Chicago Illinois O'Hare Tampa Intl Airport  at 10:00 AM and arrived back in Tampa at Tampa Intl Airport after a 2 hour and 40 min flight but we had to drive about 50+ miles home but we managed to make it home at a decent time. My timezones screwed up again though. I went from SL+ 3 Hrs to SL+ 2 Hrs and now back to SL+ 3 Hrs again so I'll be messed up for a week again.

We relaxed by the pool when we got home, our furbabies and his kids were glad to see us and the place was still intact thank God. We went out for dinner  with our little family came home got comfortable and watched a movie. I have no idea when the kids went to bed but we were in by 11:00 PM and were blessed it was the weekend...Sleeping in late on Saturday is an absolute must after all of that. Tonight we are grilling out at home. His daughter will return to school Sunday so it will be just the three of us plus the cat and the dog. As I look back at last week and think how thankful and blessed Zeke and I are my heart still breaks for my friends that have since before I was born been apart of my family and whats become extended family to me and Zeke, it really does prove life is not a promise and there is no guarantee. And it makes me think that May 1st is just around the corner and the 3rd year anniversary of the passing of my childhood friend Eric. We did go to the wreck site and I did put flowers out for him. That is something there that's so hard for me to still accept. So do keep in mind life is fragile and how short our stay is in this realm. Keep the ones you love and the ones near and deer close to your heart as much as you can for tomorrow isn't promised for us to walk another day in this life.

It's good to be home in our normal chaos.

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What an amazing weekend in RL!

    Ciao! 

Annyeonghaseyo! 

Konnichiwa! 

Hello! 

This blog is a little different. This blog is more RL an it is Sl but since the two are merged and have been since 2017 when I relocated from my birth place in Illinois to Lakeland Florida. It was on a whim that I even ended up in Florida but I have family in Lakeland and in Jacksonville Florida so it made it easier for me to spend time with family that I haven't seen in years. When I moved to Lakeland I wasn't even thinking that I'd meet up with Zeke again. I went to school with Zeke and after graduation (He graduated a year before me) we kept in contact via Email as he was off to college in New York in the fall. Over the years we talked by email and I twisted his arm (begged the shit out of him lol) in March of 2012 to make an avatar so we could hang out and chat more in a virtual sense lol and by August we decided to partner. Over the course of 6 years I decided that I needed a change. My mom's boyfriend passed away, then I had a very close friend of mine get killed in a horrific car accident (he was like a brother too me, but we grew up together too and he and I had both gone through some bad shit in our marriages). It was time to get away from all the demons and ghosts so I left them all behind and came to be closer to other family we have in Florida. Who knew it was going to be the best decision of my life? I never seen it coming. I found Zeke by accident in a cafe and we sat and chatted, we got where we called one another, we'd visit one another at our homes and then one day randomly he and Id be laughing about some crazy high school antics and he got really serious and said to me..."Would you like to go out with me to dinner sometime?" I looked at him and grinned playfully and then asked him if he was asking me out. It was so cute he then stepped closer to me and leaned forward and kissed me on the cheek very sweetly and whispered yes. I know my chin hit the floor, I never expected him to be interested in me, it felt like friend zone all these years so I was comfortable in my own skin with him in any setting because there was no pressure. Of course I accepted the invitation, I mean come on I always thought he was gorgeous so for me to decline would be stupidity on my part....Which I'm really glad and  thankful we did go out to dinner on a date. I had it made really because there was no need for an ice breaker or talk with a man I didn't know and I was very comfortable with him. I ended up spending the night with him because of a storm and he was a perfect gentleman but I admit I liked snuggling with him. From there it only progressed and over the passing months we got closer and closer. We dated for the remainder of 2017 and in early 2018 he asked me to move in with him and I did.  So its been about a full year that we have lived together now. He had to go for a business trip for his business (he owns his own business) so we went to Chicago this past weekend and it was fun, we did things  I haven't done since I was a child with my parents so we were two adult kids running around in the museums, parks, shops and we went into one in particular, he said he wanted to get his mom something for her birthday (which he did) but his brother has this girlfriend and he said I was similar too her in my taste of  clothing and accessories and his brother asked him to ask me if I was going to get married what ring I would fall in love with. I showed him a few that I loved, one that was just amazing and said honestly if you and I were going to get married/engaged you know me well enough you'd know how to buy for me. He and I both laughed and pointed at the very same ring I hugged him and said baby you know me well. He said OK and he took a picture of the ring and I wandered around the jewelery store a little more and I bought a couple of rings. He came over and said you ready Princess (he has always called me Princess since school days) I said if you are I am as well. So we left. We were flying back to Florida Sunday morning, so we needed to get back to the hotel and get some sleep, it was an early flight...6:00 AM. We got up and gathered our possessions and off to the air port on our way back home. We got home and it was still morning I mean 2 Hours and 35 Minutes  and our drive from Tampa Air Port is 41 Minutes so it was about 10:30 AM. We decided to go to the beach with his brother and soon to be sister in law. While I was sitting in a chair beach side Zeke was doing a lot of grinning. I laughed and said what?? He said I was going to wait and do this tonight at dinner but I cant wait. I did give him a strange look and said OK? He got up came over too me knelt down and kissed me, then he brought a small box up and opened it.....As he opened it he looked at me directly, sincerely and seriously (we're always being silly and joking) and he took my hand and said (My real name) you know that I love you and that Id do anything in the world for you but I have a burning question thats eating me alive that I need you to answer for me. I nodded as he showed me the contents of this little box he said (My Real Name), will you marry me?

I was so stunned and shocked because I was under the impression his brother was proposing to his girlfriend then Zeke proposes to me. I looked up at him my eyes wet as they started to tear up and I slowly began to nod and said Yes.

So, yes I said YES to Marrying him!

here is my lovely ring from a man that is just amazing!

So we haven't set the date yet but I'm sure we will and it will be a very lovely planned wedding event. My baby only wants the best!

So it rings true I've been his bride in Second Life for 6 years it's only natural to become his bride in real life too.

Thank you baby for giving me a beautiful life for the passed 2 almost 3 years. Relocating to Florida was the best thing that I ever decided to do, I Love You (Zeke's real Name)!

Lionel Richie had it right

Ciao!

Annyeonghaseyo! 

Konnichiwa! 

Hello!

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I wanted to share some time Zeke and I spent together just the night before last. 

My poor baby has been so busy in his RL business and unable to really come in and spend SL time with me, but that is OK because the RL is far better because I get to really snuggle him and well thats better than a pixel any night. He was out on a job which took him several states away and he wanted to come on and spend some time with me before he turned in for the night. I swear I have the sweetest man alive. Granted I have an avatar that I use to do photos and it's simply because I dont expect him to stop what he is doing in our RL to get on SL and play with me. That isnt going to accomplish anything for him and that wouldnt be right for me to expect that and be that damn demanding on his time.

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Ladies....Your proof is within the man

If he loves you, he loves you...

Dont question him and give him the room he needs, suffocation is never a good relationship breeder. Its a fucked up kink that is dangerous and personally I choose him to be very warm and very much breathing and alive in just the very same way I choose to be myself besides necrophilia is not a turn on for Zeke or I either one, just sayin! 

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My collected thoughts about my SL husband and myself in our RL.

You can also find this in my profile(s).

When worlds blend so perfectly they become seamless. 8-28-12 isn't even the beginning for us but only one start for whats been between us for many years. They always said that the most likely pairs were opposite one another. We are two very different people yet what we have and shared and we continue to, to this very day is rare and special. I can't imagine a world with out you in my lives. We are rare diamonds with a beautiful luster. We are perfect the way we are and what we share is something no one else can and that is our hearts. We've had so many chances to be where we are and in the position we're in now and uncertainty has been the biggest detourant but when the time was right you jumped and we leaped into something so wonderful, beautiful, amazing and forever lasting. love you to the moon and back.

xoxox

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Music 

 Liam Payne, Rita Ora - For You

Lionel Richie - Hello (Our Song)

G-Dragon - Window (Because I Love This Song)

G-Dragon - That Bastard (Zeke's thought about the guy's Before Him)

G-Dragon - One Of A Kind (My Thoughts About Zeke, He IS One Of A Kind To Me)

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All in all at the end of the day....Lionel Richie sums it up the best....

LIONEL RICHIE - HELLO - LYRICS

I've been alone with you inside my mind

And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times

I sometimes see you pass outside my door

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes

I can see it in your smile

You're all I've ever wanted, and my arms are open wide

'Cause you know just what to say

And you know just what to do

And I want to tell you so much, I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair

And tell you time and time again how much I care

Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow

Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are

And I wonder what you do

Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?

Tell me how to win your heart

For I haven't got a clue

But let me start by saying, I love you

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

'Cause I wonder where you are

And I wonder what you do

Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?

Tell me how to win your heart

For I haven't got a clue

But let me start by saying I love you

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No matter what I will ALWAYS choose Zeke every time.

I love you so much baby! ❤❤ 

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Grazie

Kamsahamnida (감사합니다)

Domo arigato (どうもありがとう)

Thank You!